A Poem

I walked a mile with Pleasure;
She chatted all the way;
But left me none the wiser
For all she had to say.

I walked a mile with Sorrow,
And ne'er a word said she;
But, oh! The things I learned from her,
When sorrow walked with me.

by Robert Browning Hamilton

Under the Tuscan Sun

Never lose your childish innocence. It's the most important thing.

A cool breeze blows over the vast golden hued meadows. The breeze gently whistling as if enjoying the radiant summer sun. The breeze singing so that others enjoy it too. The tall golden Coreopsis's are also swaying rhythmically with the breeze. They too are dancing to the song of the breeze. The Coreopsis's are enjoying the tuscan sun. They'r happy, they'r carefree, they'r joivial. They'r innocent! 

I see a little girl at a distance. Running, enjoying the gentle breeze and the warm sun. Her scarf flying in wind. The scarf makes her look like  bird which is about to fly. The girl seems so carefree, so troublefree, so relaxed. 

I could watch her all day long. I could watch her play. I could watch her fly under the tuscan sun.  

2 A.M.

awake at 2 am... feeling soo sleepyyy... but still awake... wondering y??


1) bcoz im appreciating my newest painting... Thinking it wud be worth while to join an art class or something...
2) bcoz im too lazy to brush my teeth.
3) bcoz im too lazy to change to a night dress.
4) bcoz im listening to a good song and letting the lyrics sink in by listening to the song over and over again.
5) bcoz im thinking about what all happened yesterday. (A lot of things!!) And how I cud have handled them in a better manner.
6) bcoz im wondering how I felt a thousand emotions in a single day... from frustration, sadness, disappointment, anger, discontentment, fear, love, happiness, to craziness, etc. I felt it all.
7) bcoz im thinking wat does tomorrow hold?


Probably Im thinking too much!!! I should just sleep now. :P

Happy New Year

I ask myself, "How's the New Year unfolding?"
Hmm, lemme think. Too many things on my mind right now...

Financially, I am totally broke. I think it's the first time in my life that I have this less money with me. Not even in college was I in such a bad situation. Barely managing, all plans on hold, just awaiting the next salary. It would be such a relief.

Professionally, I have never had such bad cases in a row or am I suffering from Patent Engineer's block!! All the cases I have done this year (4 till now) have been such challenging cases, the technology totally goes over my head, and yes it takes hell lot of time to find a difference. At times I don't even know what difference I am looking for. Ahh, maybe it's just a Patent Engineer's block!!

Emotionally, won't comment on that. My mood swings like the pendulum of a clock. You can never tell what mood I am in.

Artistically, I am devoid of ideas right now. Or maybe there are too many. Just not the push to make them all. I know I have to start afresh.

But, even if everything is not going the way I expected it go, I don't have any regrets with how things are going on. I am fine with them. At least it's not the same old boring life. At least I have some to crib about, rather than just how life is just plain boring!! I am cribbing about I have no money, no easy cases, no idea about my future, and no inspiration for my art. At least there is something different!!

Happy New Year!!!
I hope your New Year is unfolding better than mine...

It's a climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa