Happy New Year

I ask myself, "How's the New Year unfolding?"
Hmm, lemme think. Too many things on my mind right now...

Financially, I am totally broke. I think it's the first time in my life that I have this less money with me. Not even in college was I in such a bad situation. Barely managing, all plans on hold, just awaiting the next salary. It would be such a relief.

Professionally, I have never had such bad cases in a row or am I suffering from Patent Engineer's block!! All the cases I have done this year (4 till now) have been such challenging cases, the technology totally goes over my head, and yes it takes hell lot of time to find a difference. At times I don't even know what difference I am looking for. Ahh, maybe it's just a Patent Engineer's block!!

Emotionally, won't comment on that. My mood swings like the pendulum of a clock. You can never tell what mood I am in.

Artistically, I am devoid of ideas right now. Or maybe there are too many. Just not the push to make them all. I know I have to start afresh.

But, even if everything is not going the way I expected it go, I don't have any regrets with how things are going on. I am fine with them. At least it's not the same old boring life. At least I have some to crib about, rather than just how life is just plain boring!! I am cribbing about I have no money, no easy cases, no idea about my future, and no inspiration for my art. At least there is something different!!

Happy New Year!!!
I hope your New Year is unfolding better than mine...